I just literally woke up from a very intriguing(I think, every dream I have is really intriguing!) dream and first thing I wanna do is to write/blog about it.
I can't seem to remember every detail of it but I can remember how I felt. Mixed emotions of envy, jealousy, love, sorry. It was a weird dream of some guy, me and another girl whom I can't recognize the face that I totally feel/know it was her, P. So there I was, loving this mystery guy as he loves me back while he is in love with another girl. We are literally living in one house; two girls and one boy. He can't let go of any of us so we all agreed just to live all together. We are all in a business which I can't remember and I'm new at it. She's an old timer so she knows the people and how to handle things. I can feel all the love from him for me while we're together and to make things work out, I would love to talk to her about our past. I am terribly sorry and guilty for what happened back then. Told her, "I know I sucked big time, or maybe small, no no, it's big time. But..." then someone grab her and I didn't even finish what I wanna tell her. I felt how she's too stiff as we were talking and I know I can't fix what happened. But I'm still hoping that moment that we could go back to those days when we talk/chat almost everyday and she calls me 'sis'. I know I'm at fault back then. Anyways, that's how my dream ended, as she walks away and she was staring at me blankly. Like she doesn't really care about me.
I know, it's something-out-of-the-box kind of dream but emotions were too overwhelming and my heart still beats faster than the usual. I think I'm gonna blog about my dreams more often, since I've been having weird dreams almost everyday.
I can't seem to remember every detail of it but I can remember how I felt. Mixed emotions of envy, jealousy, love, sorry. It was a weird dream of some guy, me and another girl whom I can't recognize the face that I totally feel/know it was her, P. So there I was, loving this mystery guy as he loves me back while he is in love with another girl. We are literally living in one house; two girls and one boy. He can't let go of any of us so we all agreed just to live all together. We are all in a business which I can't remember and I'm new at it. She's an old timer so she knows the people and how to handle things. I can feel all the love from him for me while we're together and to make things work out, I would love to talk to her about our past. I am terribly sorry and guilty for what happened back then. Told her, "I know I sucked big time, or maybe small, no no, it's big time. But..." then someone grab her and I didn't even finish what I wanna tell her. I felt how she's too stiff as we were talking and I know I can't fix what happened. But I'm still hoping that moment that we could go back to those days when we talk/chat almost everyday and she calls me 'sis'. I know I'm at fault back then. Anyways, that's how my dream ended, as she walks away and she was staring at me blankly. Like she doesn't really care about me.
I know, it's something-out-of-the-box kind of dream but emotions were too overwhelming and my heart still beats faster than the usual. I think I'm gonna blog about my dreams more often, since I've been having weird dreams almost everyday.
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